The story of Rachel, Anna, Megan collides in this gripping psychological thriller that is told from each of the woman’s perspective.
When I started listening to this story on Audible I wasn’t quite certain what to think of it or where it would lead or if I liked any one of these ladies. I will say the story is not beautiful. It has cuss words and it is dark. But there is much to be learned from it. It goes with much of what I have been saying about manipulators and those of you who are in a relationship with such a man/woman I would recommend reading this if for nothing else but perhaps to open your eyes and perhaps to make you understand that the consequences can be tragic.
This of course is fiction but I found Rachel’s journey in particular very gripping. She is a drunk when we meet her, she is at rock bottom. She sees herself as ugly and useless, she takes a train back and fourth pretending to go to a job she no longer has. Here the story begins because here she sees something and here she begins to have a new purpose…here a new resolve comes back to her…a determination is born, and here I begin to love her, because I relate to her struggle, even to her addiction. Perhaps not to alcohol, but to her depression, to her darkness, to her desperation to be useful.
We find out along the way about Anna, the mistress that became the wife of Tom who was once Rachel’s husband, how they got married. We get to hear Anna’s voice too, we hate her, we then question if we hate her.
We hear Megan’s voice who is very troubling because she has also gone through so much and of course she is the one the story revolves around, she is the mystery that must be solved. Who is Megan? Do we love or hate Megan?
But the moment that I love the most in the book is when Rachel realizes the lie, that one lie that she has been told about herself from the very beginning (spoiler coming), the lie that she was the problem in her marriage, that SHE was the one at fault for EVERYTHING, the lie she readily bought, and when she sees that lie being told to another person…that is the moment I love Rachel very much, because she is strong, she is not weak even though her heart is torn. THIS is the center of it all, this is what a master manipulator does, and this book does a masterful job of showing us this, how a victim is made and how a victimizer does it all…but through it all a lesson can be learned…how to NOT be a victim, how to understand when someone tries to turn their faults on you, to open your eyes and SEE. My review for this book is a five star despite the language because of the fact that I think it can bring awareness to this very hard topic.